like i fucking get it i really do if you ca’t actually help someone through their issues there is nothing!!! wrong with that!!!! but when you fuckign tell me “I know it’s hard alia but you’ll get through it because you always do.” it’s almost like a punch in the fucking face!!!! Because i’ve gotten through nothing!!!! i bottle up everything!!!! i want ot!! fuckign !!!! die!!!!!! i have for the past four fucking years stop acting like i get better because im too scared of you leaving me to actually talk about how fucking asad i am because i am im sad i need gehelp ineed someone